The Past (sometimes) 'Kills' You!

When I look at my past, re-open those pages from the previous chapters I always hesitate to, there's always a strong feeling that makes me so uneasy.

"Why would I have done that?"
"What was I thinking when I said that?"
"Did I even look at the mirror when I went out wearing that outfit?"

Why did I this, why didn't I that.

Come to think of it, it's scary, really.
What comes next is a thought of 'never go there again, shut the door, never look back'.

Wise men say people should be able to learn from their past. But can we learn when we find it hard to even reminisce?

IS IT BECAUSE WE ALL WERE BEING SOMEONE WE'RE NOT AT MANY POINTS IN OUR LIFE? Or is pretending just the way we're supposed to live our lives?

They say everything works out in the end. If it hasn't worked out yet, well then maybe it's not the end. REMEMBER: today is the tomorrow we worried about yesterday.

So, smile and keep 'pretending’.

ps. keep the love alive!